I don’t know how
I can pet that cat
knowing I will never see it again
I can fit into this family
if I couldn’t fit into the first one
I can start a new project
while I could be homeless tomorrow
I can set a new alarm
after failing today
I can start a new love story
when my heart is held together
by Xanax and duct tape
I don’t know how
I keep pushing through
this fucked up timeline
I don’t know how
but I won’t stop